in the mean time, we could fetch up the throw back days before i sit and do a silence that remains the old days which brighten light my days. But, it couldn't be as same as i thought. people get busy with their own business. People try to make a good impression to display in public neighborhood. But somehow, when I do type these whole sentences, it's undoubted to ignore. Hopefully those times will come back as soon as possible. And i could cut sad things off. and be back my old cheerful person. Doesn't mean, i am not a happy person. I do happy, but without my safe zone circle, I would be a different person referring to i used to hold in to.